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hey look,dun panic kk..its nt over between jie n me..haha i noe e title sounds abit scary,but no,me n him r still goin strong..haha wat i mean is i finally can close this round of commenting for my drawings..i've been waiting 4 tiz day to come 4 2 mths!!haha which means from the day i received the drawings,i've been waiting to close it and send out the official copies..but it is until todae tt i've manage to wrap up the comments and send all the advance copies and official copies out..wooo hooo...finally...although i still need to attend the close up meeting on fri to address the comments in the drawings that are sent out today,but from tmr onwards,i need not have to bury my head in the drawings all day le!its finally a few dayz of off 4 me after 2 mths on agony..

ok la,its nt as painful as i make sounds to be.but i bet u cannot understand wat i went thru 4 tiz 2 mths..endless discussions,meetings,quarrels have been draining all the energy in me.At some point of time,i really feel like giving i up just like that but i would not allow myself to give up so easily,at least,not without a fight.Its not easy for me during these 2 months,I've really gain alot of knowledge,more than those few months when i 1st joined the company.I'm so very lucky that alot of plp having been supporting me and encouraging me to preserve on.Its during tiz times that 1 can see those whu cares about you.Guess it's not a bad thing to go thru this kind of things once in a while cuz u really learn and gain alot from it.contradicting huh?haha yesh,i'm one such person!as much as i hate to go thru this kind of stressful periods,but i know that its under this kind of circumstances that i can push myself to the limits and strive to work harder,especially given my lack of experience and technical skills,i need to work double or even triple some times just to produce the same quality of work as my other colleagues.But,its still worth it as ultimately,all this knowledge and skills will be mine forever.Maybe i will not be able to use it at my next appointment or job but at least,just at least i have the fond memories of this 2 months and it can be a reminder to me that i can perform as well as others no matter what the circumstances are.I dun aim to be the best among every 1,but at least i did my best this time round,no matter whu haf complaints on my commmented drawings,i still feel that i haf not let any1 including myself down this time round as i realli realli put in my best and i think tt's wat it counts.dun u agree?